Ok I know that I have not written in a long time. Time gets away from me. This weekend I did nothing but try to take care of Ryan. He has had a fever for the last 3 days so I think I will call the doctor tomorrow and see what he says we should do. I think Ryan should be a prune because I have kept him in the bath tub just to keep his fever down. Other than that not alot going on. I am tried but I am planning on going to bed now. Have a wonderful and blessed day.

Long time since I wrote

Well, It has been crazy around here but I really do not have time to write. But we are starting school tomorrow and I am so excited yet really nervous. Talk soon.

I am so excited

Ok, Today I get to pick up Jonathon from camp. I am so happy. I want my baby home. It has seemed like he has been gone for such a long time. Even though he has only been gone for 5 days. And then we are coming home and going swimming.
Tomorrow I am going to go get my nails done because a friend of mine is getting married. So me and my friend Michaela is going to the wedding together. I know that her and I will have lots of fun. Plus I have not seen Mandy in a couple of years. She has not even seen me since I lost all my wieght. Anyway, this weekend is going to be good. Well, Just wanted to write, So I need to go now. Bye

Just letting off steam

Well today was eventful. I am watching my 2 nephews and we had to go to the bank then run to wally world then run to McD's then go get groceries THEN GO HOME! But during all that I was really irritated at them. I kept trying to keep my cool but doesn't it seem like when you think you have lost your temper they try to push harder. At least that is what I felt like today. So as soon as we got home they went downstairs to play and they have been down there ever since. So now I am just letting off steam. On top of it all it is so hot out there today. I hate when it is this hot that you can not even breathe. Anyway, I need to get some laundry done!! YEAH!! Total sarcasism there!! Be back soon!

What an emotional day

Today I took my oldest son to camp for the first time. I did real well until after they drove off which is really good for me. I was praying that I would not brake down until after he left. I kept telling him that we could turn around whenever he wanted me too and we would go back home. Well, he did not like that idea. So I took him and then when they left, I put Ryan in the car and when we drove off, I started to cry. I am going to miss him so much. I know that he is going to have the time of his life but I am going to miss him.
It makes me look back on the times when I was blessed to go to camp. I had so much fun. I know that he will too. I just pray that God will bless him and that he will learn to listen to God's small voice.
Well, I know that I am going to stay busy keeping my nephews and Joshua busy without Jonathon, so I need to go so I can get some sleep.

Hello everyone!

So here is my first blog. I hope to add pictures so that I can keep family undated on how the family here is doing.
We are all doing great. Rich and I will be married 2 years in September and maybe, just maybe we will make it UP in the arch this year. He is working at a classy club and is indoors all day long. So he is happy about that. He really enjoys refurnishing wood and that is what he has been doing lately. Jonathon is going to camp tomorrow. A whole week without him. What am I going to do? I am an emotional wreck about it. He is going into the 5th grade. I know don't say. I am not handling that well either. Joshua is camping with a friend right now and he will be home tomorrow. He is going into 2nd grade with Kohl. And Ryan is 16 months and is TOTALLY different than the other too. Mom always told me that the other two were different children and now Ryan is going to be the kid that I am chasing all of the time. And I am ready to go back to work. I love spending time with my kids but I hate being inside and just doing house work. Of course, if you know me, my house is never and will never be perfect, but I do try to keep up with it. Well, That will be all for tonight. Just trying to get the hand of things. Talk to you all soon! God bless!