Sunday, July 13, 2008

What an emotional day

Today I took my oldest son to camp for the first time. I did real well until after they drove off which is really good for me. I was praying that I would not brake down until after he left. I kept telling him that we could turn around whenever he wanted me too and we would go back home. Well, he did not like that idea. So I took him and then when they left, I put Ryan in the car and when we drove off, I started to cry. I am going to miss him so much. I know that he is going to have the time of his life but I am going to miss him.
It makes me look back on the times when I was blessed to go to camp. I had so much fun. I know that he will too. I just pray that God will bless him and that he will learn to listen to God's small voice.
Well, I know that I am going to stay busy keeping my nephews and Joshua busy without Jonathon, so I need to go so I can get some sleep.

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